Alex considered his ability a curse wrapped in alluring packaging. One kiss—just one fleeting touch of the lips—and a woman's entire life would crash down on him in an avalanche of information, leaving no room for secrets, mystery, or the sweet uncertainty called romance. He was a walking lie detector, an archivist of other people's souls, and it made him the loneliest man in the world.
His gift, or affliction, wasn't mere intuition. It was a squall of
sensory data.
The first kiss with a blonde named Charlotte on their third date
brought the taste of burnt coffee from the office machine, the smell of
chlorine from the pool she visited three times a week, and the quiet, almost
inaudible jingle of the wedding ring she had taken off and hidden in her purse
before meeting him. He learned she was 34, not 28 as she claimed; that she
wasn't an "art director" but a senior manager at an advertising
agency, and her main hobby wasn't contemporary art but watching sentimental TV
shows while cuddling with a cat she loved more than her programmer husband. The
kiss was technically flawless, but it tasted of desperation and the mint gum
meant to conceal a lie. Alex pulled away, smiled politely, and never called her
again.
There were others. A kiss with Madison, a biker with a bold gaze,
was soaked in the taste of cheap beer and adrenaline, but underneath it hid a
fear for her aging mother and the bitterness of an unpaid loan on the
motorcycle that was her only freedom. A kiss with Grace, a sophisticated art
historian, was like expensive wine—a complex bouquet of dusty archives, the
taste of oysters she ate at gallery openings, and an aftertaste of envy toward
more successful colleagues.
Every kiss was an ending, not a beginning. He instantly
fast-forwarded the entire story to its conclusion, seeing all the cracks, all
the disappointments, all the little and big deceptions. Women became open books
to him. Interesting, sometimes captivating, but always—with a known ending. He
stopped trying to build relationships, turning his dates into a kind of
gastronomic tourism of other people's lives. He sampled their stories like a
gourmet trying exotic dishes, but he himself remained eternally hungry.
And then came Emily.
She wasn't like the others. Her eyes held no practiced languor or feigned confidence. She listened to him with genuine interest, laughed at his jokes, and argued with him about books with such passion that he completely forgot about his gift. The evening flew by. As he walked her to her door, a long-forgotten fear seized him. For the first time in years, he didn't want to know. He wanted to believe. He wanted the mystery to remain.
She turned to him, and in the soft glow of the streetlight, her
face seemed the most beautiful he had ever seen. The moment stretched. He
leaned in and gently, almost reverently, kissed her.
And... nothing.
Well, not exactly nothing. He felt warmth. A calmness like a quiet
summer evening. A subtle scent of Earl Grey tea and a sense of humor as light
as a feather. He felt her essence, her mood, her feelings for him. But there
were no facts. No names, dates, addresses. No tastes of someone else's food, no
smells of a hated job, no echoes of past resentments. The information avalanche
never came. His gift was silent. The archive was empty.
Alex pulled back, his heart pounding with astonishment and
something else—hope.
"Is something wrong?" Emily asked quietly, noticing his
confusion.
For the first time in ten years, he had to ask. Truly ask.
"No, everything's fine," his voice trembled slightly.
"It's just... I don't know anything about you. Who are you, Emily?"
She smiled mysteriously, and that smile was the one thing he wanted
to spend the rest of his life deciphering.
"I prefer to tell my own stories, not entrust them to a first
kiss," she replied. "I'm a librarian. I know the value of words and
secrets."
In that moment, Alex understood. It wasn't that she had no past or
secrets. It was simply that she wasn't defined by them. Her life wasn't a
chaotic stream of data that dictated her present. She was the master of her own
story, the keeper of her own soul. Her identity was so whole and harmonious
that it didn't break down into bytes of information from a single touch.
His curse required a passive observer, but Emily forced him to
become an active participant. To know her, he had to talk to her, listen to
her, earn her trust—slowly opening her world, page by page.
They went on a second date. And a third. Alex learned that she
truly loved Earl Grey tea, that she did pottery on Sundays, and that her
calmness was the result of long and patient inner work. He learned this not
from the taste of a kiss, but from her words, from the sparkle in her eyes,
from the warmth of her hand in his.
Kisses were no longer a source of information for him. They became what they were always meant to be—an expression of tenderness, a promise of intimacy, the starting point of their shared story, which they were now writing together. He could still "read" others, but he no longer did. Why would he need other people's finished books when he had the most captivating novel, one he was now savoring, one chapter at a time.
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